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 Part of me is seriously tempted to learn how to mod games entirely so I can mod games where I play as a dwarf into basically any other fantasy species.
 
I don't like fantasy dwarves in most media. So often they're an antisemitic caricature wrapped in a Scottish/Irish caricature who are almost always culturally conservative *and* I can't even get comfortable playing one gender-wise because they almost always only have male models with beards. 
 
And I don't think this is deliberate on the part of people who make these games! But the modern fantasy dwarf is greedy and bearded with a large nose and talks in some flavor of vaguely Scottish accent (with some mixed in Welsh/Irish accent) while being a burly drunk and is hairy, and it just...ruins it for me. (I don't like how Elves and Orcs are usually handled either, but you less often see games where your only option is to play as an Elf or an Orc so it comes up less.)
 
So when I see a game that looks exactly up my alley, except the premise is "You are a dwarf who" etc etc (Current example is Orebound, which looks like everything I love but you play as a dwarf) I get frustrated because I know what to expect.
 
I'm a fantasy author. I *get* that we have to walk a delicate balance. Readers/Gamers/Viewers *like* elves/dwarves/orcs, so using them is a good way to get people in the door. I just... well, the reason I started this post off with "I want to learn to mod so I can" is because I don't expect devs to cater things to my tastes. 
 
But...if you *are* making something with dwarves (or any other classic fantasy species) please at least do something interesting with them culture-wise so they're not just a grab bag of stereotypes. (Also give us an option to play women with or without beards kthx)
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I have two pen names, one for action fantasy, one where I write smut for cis men that makes my money. The second project is, and will remain, purely mercenary. This is what pays the bills.

The other one also pays the bills, but that's mainly through my co-author projects there. My solo projects there have been...not updated in a long time.

And I'm going to. And when I do, I'm going to remember this: I have to write books where I have fun. I will be weird. I will write stories where dinosaurs fight dragons, or necromancers fight with meat mechs, or trans women punch gods. I will not think, "Is this to market?" I will think, "Does this make my inner child go 'fuck yeah!'?"

I will have fun with my action fantasy pen. I will be pulpy. I will be over the top. I will not be held back by my own fears anymore. I'll be authentic to who I am.

I will write books for me, and if I'm lucky, the readers who originally followed me because that's what I was doing will continue to do so.

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